Bu gece farkl\u0131yd\u0131. G\u00f6zleri, penceresinin \u00f6tesine uzand\u0131, kalbi g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde vah\u015fi bir ritimle at\u0131yordu. Adam, balkona \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, elinde bir kadeh \u015farapla duruyordu; dudaklar\u0131 kadehe de\u011fdi\u011finde, Ece’nin zihninde o dudaklar\u0131n kendi teninde gezindi\u011fini hayal etti. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 kesi\u015fti; bir an i\u00e7in zaman durdu, hava elektrikle y\u00fcklendi. Ece’nin kalbi, g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde bir kelebek de\u011fil, bir f\u0131rt\u0131na gibi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131. Parmaklar\u0131, elbisesinin ete\u011fini s\u0131kt\u0131, i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r\u0131n\u0131n nemli dokusunu hissetti, teni alev alev yan\u0131yordu. “Gel,” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 r\u00fczgar, sanki onun yerine, ama Ece’nin dudaklar\u0131ndan da d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc o kelime, sessiz bir yalvar\u0131\u015f gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam, teredd\u00fct etmedi. Birka\u00e7 ad\u0131mda soka\u011f\u0131 a\u015ft\u0131, kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131. Ece, kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, g\u00f6zleri adam\u0131nkilerde kayboldu \u2013 koyu, a\u00e7 bir bak\u0131\u015f, onu yutmak ister gibi. “Ad\u0131n ne?” diye sordu, sesi titrek bir f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131, ama bedeni zaten cevap veriyordu: G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri kabarm\u0131\u015f, meme u\u00e7lar\u0131 dantelin alt\u0131nda sertle\u015fmi\u015f, bacak aras\u0131nda s\u0131cak bir nab\u0131z at\u0131yordu. “\u00d6nemli de\u011fil,” dedi adam, eliyle sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fayarak, parmaklar\u0131 ensesinden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kayarak omuzlar\u0131na indi. Dudaklar\u0131, Ece’nin boynuna de\u011fdi \u2013 s\u0131cak, nemli bir dokunu\u015f, dilinin ucuyla tuzlu tenini tatt\u0131, bir \u0131s\u0131r\u0131kla iz b\u0131rakt\u0131. Ece’nin nefesi h\u0131zland\u0131, bir inilti ka\u00e7t\u0131 dudaklar\u0131ndan, elleri adam\u0131n g\u00f6mle\u011fine uzand\u0131, d\u00fc\u011fmeleri aceleyle \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fc. G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc \u00e7\u0131plakla\u015ft\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde: Kasl\u0131, terli, kalp at\u0131\u015flar\u0131 alt\u0131nda titre\u015fen bir heykel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Odadaki lo\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131k, tenlerini yalad\u0131, mum alevi gibi dans ederek g\u00f6lgeleri uzatt\u0131. Adam\u0131n parmaklar\u0131, Ece’nin s\u0131rt\u0131nda gezindi, elbisenin ask\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 usulca indirdi, kuma\u015f yere kayd\u0131. G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri \u00f6zg\u00fcr kald\u0131, a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, u\u00e7lar\u0131 havada dikilmi\u015f, adam\u0131n nefesiyle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131nca Ece’nin s\u0131rt\u0131 yay gibi gerildi. Adam e\u011fildi, bir meme ucunu dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na ald\u0131, emerek, di\u015flerini hafif\u00e7e de\u011fdirerek; Ece’nin eli sa\u00e7lar\u0131na doland\u0131, “Ahh…” diye inledi, kal\u00e7alar\u0131 istemsizce k\u0131vrand\u0131. Di\u011fer eli, adam\u0131n beline indi, pantolonunun kemerini a\u00e7t\u0131, fermuar\u0131 indirirken sertli\u011fini hissetti \u2013 kal\u0131n, nab\u0131z gibi atan, avucunda b\u00fcy\u00fcyor gibi. “Seni istiyorum,” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 Ece, sesi bo\u011fuk, arzudan \u00e7atall\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam, onu kuca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 beline dolad\u0131 Ece’nin; yatak, onlar\u0131 yuttu, \u00e7ar\u015faflar alt\u0131nda debelenen bedenler. Adam\u0131n elleri kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131kt\u0131, parmaklar\u0131 ete\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc, i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 kenara \u00e7ekti \u2013 \u0131slak, haz\u0131r, onu davet eden bir s\u0131cakl\u0131k. Ece’nin parmaklar\u0131 adam\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 t\u0131rnaklad\u0131, izler b\u0131rakt\u0131, “\u0130\u00e7ime gir,” diye yalvard\u0131, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 daha da a\u00e7arak. Adam, yava\u015f\u00e7a, santim santim girdi \u2013 dolgun, derin, Ece’nin i\u00e7ini dolduran bir bask\u0131, duvarlar\u0131n\u0131 gererek. Ece hayk\u0131rd\u0131, zevkin keskin ac\u0131s\u0131yla kar\u0131\u015fan bir ses, kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rarak onu daha derine ald\u0131. Ritmik bir dans ba\u015flad\u0131: Adam\u0131n kal\u00e7alar\u0131 ileri geri, her vuru\u015fta Ece’nin g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri salland\u0131, ter damlalar\u0131 tenlerinde kayboldu, nefesleri kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u2013 inlemeler, \u0131slak sesler, yatak g\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam\u0131n eli, Ece’nin klitorisine indi, dairesel hareketlerle ovu\u015fturarak; Ece’nin bedeni sars\u0131ld\u0131, bir dalga gibi kabard\u0131, “Daha h\u0131zl\u0131,” diye emretti, t\u0131rnaklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131rt\u0131na g\u00f6merek. Adam h\u0131zland\u0131, derin vuru\u015flarla, her seferinde en dipte kalarak; Ece’nin i\u00e7indeki bask\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc, kaslar\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131, zevkin doru\u011funa yakla\u015ft\u0131. “Geliyorum,” diye inledi, s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 yay gibi gererek, bacaklar\u0131 titreyerek, dalgalar halinde bo\u015fald\u0131 \u2013 s\u0131cak, s\u0131v\u0131 bir patlama, adam\u0131n i\u00e7inde daralarak. Adam da pe\u015finden geldi, derin bir iniltiyle, s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Ece’nin i\u00e7ine ak\u0131tarak, bedenleri yap\u0131\u015f yap\u0131\u015f terle birle\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra, sessizlik. Sadece kalplerin at\u0131\u015f\u0131, nefeslerin yava\u015flamas\u0131 ve r\u00fczgar\u0131n f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131. Adam, Ece’nin sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131, dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 aln\u0131na bast\u0131rd\u0131. Gece, s\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 saklad\u0131, ama Ece biliyordu: Bu, sadece ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7t\u0131. Sabah, belki daha fazlas\u0131 i\u00e7in uyanacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yaz gecesi, Bursa’n\u0131n dar sokaklar\u0131nda bir esinti gibi s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu, ama bu kez esinti, Ece’nin teninde ate\u015fli bir f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131 gibi dola\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":48602,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-48601","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-genel"],"yoast_head":"\n