Ya\u011fmur, mudanya’n\u0131n kayal\u0131k k\u0131y\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6verken, f\u0131rt\u0131na denizi k\u00f6p\u00fcrt\u00fcyordu. Deniz fenerinin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, dalgalar\u0131n aras\u0131nda k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131p, karanl\u0131kta bir f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131 gibi parl\u0131yordu. Lara, fenerin tepesindeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck odada, \u0131slak sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 havluya sarm\u0131\u015f, pencereden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bak\u0131yordu. Dar bir ti\u015f\u00f6rt giymi\u015f, alt\u0131nda sadece bir k\u00fclot \u2013 ya\u011fmur onu \u0131slatm\u0131\u015f, kuma\u015f tenine yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerinin k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 belli belirsiz ortaya \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. R\u00fczgar, cam\u0131 titretiyor, Lara’n\u0131n i\u00e7indeki huzursuzlu\u011fu alevlendiriyordu. Yaln\u0131zl\u0131k, bu f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 gecede, arzuya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kap\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, kalp at\u0131\u015flar\u0131 h\u0131zland\u0131. “Kim o?” diye seslendi, sesi f\u0131rt\u0131nan\u0131n g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fcnde kayboldu. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda o adam duruyordu \u2013 Deniz kazazedesi gibi, s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam, g\u00f6mle\u011fi v\u00fccuduna yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, kasl\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc ve kar\u0131n kaslar\u0131n\u0131 belli eden bir heykel. “Yolumu kaybettim,” dedi, g\u00f6zleri Lara’n\u0131n \u0131slak ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcne kayd\u0131, dudaklar\u0131 hafif\u00e7e araland\u0131. “\u0130\u00e7eri gir,” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 Lara, eliyle kolunu tuttu, parmaklar\u0131 \u0131slak teninde kayd\u0131, bir elektrik \u00e7arpmas\u0131 gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc, lamba lo\u015f bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k sa\u00e7\u0131yordu. Adam, havluyu ald\u0131, ama Lara’n\u0131n g\u00f6zleri ondan ayr\u0131lm\u0131yordu \u2013 pantolonunun \u0131slak kuma\u015f\u0131, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131n\u0131 belirginle\u015ftiriyordu, sertli\u011fin izi belli oluyordu. “Is\u0131nmal\u0131s\u0131n,” dedi Lara, sesi bo\u011fuk, yakla\u015ft\u0131. Elleri adam\u0131n g\u00f6mle\u011fini \u00e7ekti, d\u00fc\u011fmeleri koparcas\u0131na a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc \u00e7\u0131plak kald\u0131: Tuzlu su damlalar\u0131 ak\u0131yor, meme u\u00e7lar\u0131 so\u011fuktan sertle\u015fmi\u015f. Lara e\u011fildi, dilini ucuyla de\u011fdirdi birine, tuzlu tad\u0131 emerek; adam\u0131n nefesi kesildi, eli sa\u00e7lar\u0131na doland\u0131, “Tanr\u0131m…” diye inledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam\u0131n parmaklar\u0131, Lara’n\u0131n ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcn\u00fc yukar\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri \u00f6zg\u00fcr kald\u0131 \u2013 dolgun, u\u00e7lar\u0131 pembe ve dik, ya\u011fmurdan parlayan. Dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 birine bast\u0131rd\u0131, emerek, di\u015flerini hafif\u00e7e ge\u00e7irerek; Lara’n\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131 duvara yasland\u0131, bacaklar\u0131 titredi, bir inilti ka\u00e7t\u0131 dudaklar\u0131ndan. “Daha fazla,” diye yalvard\u0131, eli adam\u0131n pantolonuna indi, fermuar\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131 \u2013 sertli\u011fi avucuna doldu, kal\u0131n, damarl\u0131, nab\u0131z gibi atan. Parmaklar\u0131 etraf\u0131n\u0131 sard\u0131, yava\u015f\u00e7a s\u0131kt\u0131, yukar\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kayd\u0131rd\u0131; adam\u0131n kal\u00e7alar\u0131 k\u0131vrand\u0131, “Seni hissetmek istiyorum,” diye homurdand\u0131, k\u00fclotunu a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lara’y\u0131 kuca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131, masaya yaslad\u0131 \u2013 bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131, i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r\u0131 yoktu art\u0131k, \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 f\u0131rt\u0131nadan m\u0131 arzudan m\u0131 belli de\u011fildi. Adam diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc, nefesini Lara’n\u0131n bacak aras\u0131na \u00fcfledi, s\u0131cak bir r\u00fczgar gibi; dilini de\u011fdirdi klitorisine, dairesel hareketlerle yalad\u0131, emdi. Lara’n\u0131n elleri masay\u0131 s\u0131kt\u0131, “Evet, oras\u0131…” diye inledi, kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131, adam\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekti. Dilinin ucu i\u00e7lerine dald\u0131, \u0131slak duvarlar\u0131n\u0131 ke\u015ffetti, parmaklar\u0131 eklenince \u2013 iki parmak, k\u0131vr\u0131larak G noktas\u0131n\u0131 buldu \u2013 Lara’n\u0131n bedeni sars\u0131ld\u0131, bir dalga gibi kabard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131 adam, sertli\u011fini Lara’n\u0131n giri\u015fine dayad\u0131, yava\u015f\u00e7a girdi \u2013 santim santim, gererek, doldurarak. Lara hayk\u0131rd\u0131, zevkin keskin ac\u0131s\u0131yla, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 beline dolad\u0131, “Derine, l\u00fctfen.” Ritm ba\u015flad\u0131: H\u0131zl\u0131, vah\u015fi vuru\u015flar, masan\u0131n g\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 f\u0131rt\u0131naya kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Adam\u0131n elleri g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerini s\u0131kt\u0131, meme u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7imdikledi; Lara’n\u0131n t\u0131rnaklar\u0131 s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131rtt\u0131, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 izler b\u0131rakt\u0131. Her vuru\u015fta, klitorisi adam\u0131n kas\u0131klar\u0131na s\u00fcrt\u00fcnd\u00fc, bask\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc, “Geliyorum, ahh…” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 Lara, kaslar\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131, s\u0131cak s\u0131v\u0131lar akt\u0131, dalgalar halinde bo\u015fald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam h\u0131zland\u0131, derin iniltilerle pe\u015finden geldi, s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ini doldurarak, bedenleri yap\u0131\u015f yap\u0131\u015f ter ve ya\u011fmurla birle\u015fti. F\u0131rt\u0131na d\u0131\u015far\u0131da dinmiyordu, ama i\u00e7erideki f\u0131rt\u0131na s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc \u2013 sadece nefesler ve kalp at\u0131\u015flar\u0131. Adam, Lara’n\u0131n boynuna g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc, “Bu gece… unutulmaz,” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Lara g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi, parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda gezdirdi. Sabah, fenerin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi, yeni bir g\u00fcn do\u011facakt\u0131 \u2013 belki de yeni f\u0131rt\u0131nalarla.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ya\u011fmur, mudanya’n\u0131n kayal\u0131k k\u0131y\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6verken, f\u0131rt\u0131na denizi k\u00f6p\u00fcrt\u00fcyordu. Deniz fenerinin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, dalgalar\u0131n aras\u0131nda k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131p, karanl\u0131kta bir f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131 gibi parl\u0131yordu. Lara,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":48607,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-48606","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-genel"],"yoast_head":"\n